There was real terror in my studio last week. Not artful terror. Animal Planet kind of terror. A 3 foot long black snake. As Indiana Jones said in Raiders of the Lost Ark, “Why did it have to be snakes?”
Of course his were venomous and angry…mine was scared and harmless. But emotionally, I was pretty sure Indy and I were in the same situation.
Logically, I know this snake was harmless to me. But phobias and fears don’t always respond to logic. So, for a week I had not been in my studio until sufficient measures could be put in place and I felt safe again. What that means is the biggest glue traps ever and hermetically sealing every crack we could find!
This page started when I was flipping through a magazine and ran across the S word in a headline. I only had limited supplies available since I was still too chicken to spend much time in to the studio but I decided a little art play was just what I needed to process all the fear.
There is lots of journaling on this page buried between layers and on top of layers. I scribbled journaled with pencils, I wrote with a fountain pen, and I scribbled with a fineliner (video on how they work here). I had a mountain of feelings, and fear, I needed to get out.
The journaling was quite intense for me, so to take a break from that I did some stenciling with Rectangular Patterns for Play and Curvy Ladders.
Once the patterns were down, I started drawing on top of them with a big Stabilo pencil. Such a calming feeling to me especially after so much emotion.
I was feeling relief from the mega dose of panic and fear, but there was still something I needed to make clear. NO more snakes in the studio. I really wanted that idea of NO to be very clear. So, out came my Vintage Typewriter stencil.
By the end of this page, I felt better. I am now back in the studio and still a bit jumpy but definitely able to manage the fear. But I still do carry around my glue trap on a stick for protection…
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